okay, i know how i promised redz that i'd update my blog like everyday.. but seriously, sometimes there's NOTHING to write abt. seriously, same shit diff day. like i'm still broke, so that means it's still a pain to go out cos i don't wanna gawk at things hoping somehow it'll end up in my possesion, i'm still at home playing with my cats, talking to random people most of which are sex-craved.. :-s tsk tsk tsk. what does it take for a girl to have a proper conversation with a guy without sex being involved? so anyway, i'm still watching movies online, here and there and i'm still counting down to michael buble's concert!!!! so excited balls. it's almost unreal. i said ALMOST. so what i'm trying to say is, well i'm going to try to keep up with this and try not to get bored. lol.
sooo anyways, oh yeah i watched family guy the other night. hahahaha. i forgot how hillarious that cartoon is. and lately i've been into the hannibal series which i find so cool and anyone who doesn't watch it is LAME! lol. so anyway, there was this part when the baby quoted a line from hannibal. i just coulld not help it. "it rubs the lotion on it's chest" hahahahahahahaha. ok ok i sound crazy but if u watched it, it would've been funny for you too. :-p
oh and i spoke to mario ystd. interesting convo! i love having deep convos with him. it makes me feel so interlectual and deep. lol. no seriously, when u have a relatioship and u're other half's that much far away from you, all u can ever do is talk abt what u really think abt in life and all that other un-naughty stuff. haha.but yeah one of the things i absolutely love abt him is that we can talk abt anything and i do mean anything under the sun for any given amt of time. i'd hate it if our relationship just became abt ownership and physicality. but he balances things out really well. :)
on the other hand, a certain someone's pissing me off. i have no idea what's up with her. mood swings really bad. and worse, she's walking up and down which annoys me more. a min she's happy and as soon as u say something else that's not to her liking, she throws a hissy fit and claim she wasn't doing that and why are we snapping at her?? like ummm hello, yeah we're the crazy ones. like 2 against one and the 2 is crazy. ummm hello? like wtf is wrong with you. but look, u'll find that i bitch abt her... A LOT. but i'm only going to tell u the part that pisses me off. cos at the end of the day, it's no longer abt me, it turns to her. but anyways, i'm going to stay calm and get out of her way.
p.s, i'm not talking abt my mom.
meh.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
story of my life
ok, lets start with ystd, huda, redz hidayah and i had a conference. the best time ever since i got back to singapore. hahahaha. thinking sbt it just makes me laugh and it kinda reminded me or rather reassured me that things were somehow still the same. it was as if it never changed.... at all. just the fact that i'm all the way here and they're all the way there.
redz: -"i hate love", still picking on huda, probably still hitting on her???? lol. oh and everything was abt sex. u know like i said, guys can only think with one head at a time. never both. when the bottom one's working, it's always sex, and when the top one's working, most of the time, still sex. lol. but really what can u do? primal insticts. oh and did i mention he's still asking me opinions abt relationship? lol well don't get me wrong, i don't mind. in fact i like it cos it makes me feel good when i help clear doubts. so yeah, i guess i'm gonna love being a psychologist :D
huda:- still gets abused by redz. always have and always will. hahahaha. oh and still cheerful as ever. laughs abt anything and everything.. tsk tsk tsk. i wonder how she'll scold her kids one day????
hidayah:- i have to say, she's more of a face to face person. she disappeared for a bit ystd. didn't alk much to her.. :-s
but yeah there u go. a small portion of my demented group of friends who always helps me get by life. i love them to bits and i wouldn't have them any other way. :-p
went grocery shopping ystd with mom and lou. we also ended up buying a fish bowl and a goldfish. tsk tsk. i'm taking this to be the begining of something..... i wouldn't be surprised that in a month to come we'll have an aquarium. see, it only takes a spark to get the fire going. the poor fish, we named it sam. so now, sam's a new member of our "family" (pst. it's 2 families) and soon, there'll be more. the cats are amused by sam. i wonder how this is going to turn out. :-s
well, i'd type more but i have a date and he hasn't showed up.. yet. i hope everything's ok tho. he's always getting into trouble and i'm always kicking myself worried even if he's 10 mins late.. :-s *sigh* story of my life.
xxx
redz: -"i hate love", still picking on huda, probably still hitting on her???? lol. oh and everything was abt sex. u know like i said, guys can only think with one head at a time. never both. when the bottom one's working, it's always sex, and when the top one's working, most of the time, still sex. lol. but really what can u do? primal insticts. oh and did i mention he's still asking me opinions abt relationship? lol well don't get me wrong, i don't mind. in fact i like it cos it makes me feel good when i help clear doubts. so yeah, i guess i'm gonna love being a psychologist :D
huda:- still gets abused by redz. always have and always will. hahahaha. oh and still cheerful as ever. laughs abt anything and everything.. tsk tsk tsk. i wonder how she'll scold her kids one day????
hidayah:- i have to say, she's more of a face to face person. she disappeared for a bit ystd. didn't alk much to her.. :-s
but yeah there u go. a small portion of my demented group of friends who always helps me get by life. i love them to bits and i wouldn't have them any other way. :-p
went grocery shopping ystd with mom and lou. we also ended up buying a fish bowl and a goldfish. tsk tsk. i'm taking this to be the begining of something..... i wouldn't be surprised that in a month to come we'll have an aquarium. see, it only takes a spark to get the fire going. the poor fish, we named it sam. so now, sam's a new member of our "family" (pst. it's 2 families) and soon, there'll be more. the cats are amused by sam. i wonder how this is going to turn out. :-s
well, i'd type more but i have a date and he hasn't showed up.. yet. i hope everything's ok tho. he's always getting into trouble and i'm always kicking myself worried even if he's 10 mins late.. :-s *sigh* story of my life.
xxx
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
hissy fits.
let's just start with me having only 5 hours of sleep to begin with. i slept at 3+am and woke up at 9am of my date with mario. god bless msn! lol. cos somehow my webcam worked only on msn and not yahoo. which sucked a little for me cos i couldn't view mario's pic. curses.
went back to sleep right after my date and throwing my first hissy fit for the morning. well hear me out. i've been searching online for so long trying to find a fuking decent house and calling the fucking real estate to have a fucking appointment to view properties. well it's been 3 or 4 calls i've said yes to but never showed up. so tell me if i shldn't be pissed. so yeah. i read a book until i fell asleep for like 2 hours i think. lol.
so i woke up and we didn't miss our next appt to view the house. the pictures were ugly as fuck but when we viewed it, it looked awesome. nice paint job, bath tub(which we haven't had in a while now) fire place blah blah blah.. very victorian, great price range. LOVE IT. and lou had to road block me with finding solutions for warming up the house. look i know how it sounds and it seems like i'm over reacting... but omg i just wanted o rip her head off. oh trust me i was ready. so there u go. my second hissy fit. oh blame it on the hormones bitch! cos really, there's a lot to it esp when it's the time of the month.
i miss singapore. well not really, just the people. friends, going out, my g'ma, stacey..... smoking. lol. look, my mom knows i smoke but i haven't smoked since i left. so i'm doing good. but times like these? shit balls! i need a few. lol.
anyways, i gottag go. lou needs the comp. her face is so long it's fucking hell mopping the floor. we'll see how tmr goes...
xx
went back to sleep right after my date and throwing my first hissy fit for the morning. well hear me out. i've been searching online for so long trying to find a fuking decent house and calling the fucking real estate to have a fucking appointment to view properties. well it's been 3 or 4 calls i've said yes to but never showed up. so tell me if i shldn't be pissed. so yeah. i read a book until i fell asleep for like 2 hours i think. lol.
so i woke up and we didn't miss our next appt to view the house. the pictures were ugly as fuck but when we viewed it, it looked awesome. nice paint job, bath tub(which we haven't had in a while now) fire place blah blah blah.. very victorian, great price range. LOVE IT. and lou had to road block me with finding solutions for warming up the house. look i know how it sounds and it seems like i'm over reacting... but omg i just wanted o rip her head off. oh trust me i was ready. so there u go. my second hissy fit. oh blame it on the hormones bitch! cos really, there's a lot to it esp when it's the time of the month.
i miss singapore. well not really, just the people. friends, going out, my g'ma, stacey..... smoking. lol. look, my mom knows i smoke but i haven't smoked since i left. so i'm doing good. but times like these? shit balls! i need a few. lol.
anyways, i gottag go. lou needs the comp. her face is so long it's fucking hell mopping the floor. we'll see how tmr goes...
xx
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
welcome, me
hmmm today.
had pancakes and went out for groceries. have a long day tmr and still owe mom a manicure for mom's day. for some apparent reason i find myself thinking of bisexuality. don't get me wrong. nothing wrong with that, really. just growing up i never wanted to embrace it. or at least i never thought i would. i spoke to mario today. lol. he's happy as fuck cos he's still somehow hoping for that possible threesome. HAHAHAHAHA. he cracks me up. but the truth is, i'm probably selfish in bed. i'd probably slap his face if he laid an eye on her and i'd rip her hair off if she took one glance at him. so threesome? NEVER. :-p but yeah. curiousity. how 2 girls find much pleasure from each other without a you-know-what. lol. i find girls attractive. i really do. i had my fair share of crushes but never persue. but i guess the time of embracing it has probably come for me. he says"just a fling baby. i still want u back at the end of the day". yes baby. :)
had pancakes and went out for groceries. have a long day tmr and still owe mom a manicure for mom's day. for some apparent reason i find myself thinking of bisexuality. don't get me wrong. nothing wrong with that, really. just growing up i never wanted to embrace it. or at least i never thought i would. i spoke to mario today. lol. he's happy as fuck cos he's still somehow hoping for that possible threesome. HAHAHAHAHA. he cracks me up. but the truth is, i'm probably selfish in bed. i'd probably slap his face if he laid an eye on her and i'd rip her hair off if she took one glance at him. so threesome? NEVER. :-p but yeah. curiousity. how 2 girls find much pleasure from each other without a you-know-what. lol. i find girls attractive. i really do. i had my fair share of crushes but never persue. but i guess the time of embracing it has probably come for me. he says"just a fling baby. i still want u back at the end of the day". yes baby. :)
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